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XxDiArYx

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XxGrApHiX

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XxHiX...

Nice to see ya...
Hope you enjoy my blog,
it's on hiatus (under construction),
but I think you will understand ^^


Your XxEmOx

 
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XxEmO says hello,

so this is my XxDiArYx. I think ou know what that means...
Here I write down everything, what I'm doing and thinking all day long...

So, I'll think I start today:
It's 6:29am so all I've done is to wake up and get dressed etc... In about 30 minutes I have to walk to school, and I don't wanna, because we're doing class photos today and I have to be on the photo. Our photos always look the same... Everybody sits/stands close to each other and I'm alone a little bit away from the rest... always the same and I don't think that will change until I'll be moved (it's what I do this summer at august).

That's all for now... I write more this evening and maybe, I will write one or two of my poems/lyrics down here ^^

4.6.08 06:28


Free

I just wanna die today,
everything drifts away,
My friends, my love,
ALL is forever gone,
I just wanna die,
because maybe then,
I will find them;
maybe they could help me,
Help me out of the darkness,
where I am,
But what,
if I’m forever lost,
lost there,
In the darkness,
in my dark gloomy prison,
My prison of emotions,
hate, love, loneliness,
Please,
PLEASE help me to escape...
I can’t do it anymore,
I just wanna die,
Die today,
die now and forever...
Help me, I am alone,
alone and lost,
Where nobody can find me...
What can I do to survive,
to escape,
To be, what I want to be...
FREE?!
5.6.08 06:09


My Ending

Hear my heart beating,
See my heart bleeding,
Tell my your feeling,
And see my dream ending.

You were my heart, my life!
You left me, promising never to leave me!
You know, I don’t like to be alone,
But now, I’m here in a cold room.

See what I’m now,
Look into my eyes,
My dark cold, gloomy eyes,
They’re watching you having fun.

Hear my heart beating,
See my heart bleeding,
Tell my your feeling,
And see my dream ending.

‘Cause I can’t do that,
Can’t do that anymore,
Can’t live without you,
Can’t see what is true.

You don’t love me,
Do you honey,
You don’t need me,
Do you HONEY?!

Hear my heart beating,
See my heart bleeding,
Tell my your feeling,
And see my dream ending.

Hear my heart beating,
See my heart bleeding,
Tell my your feeling,
‘Cause THIS is my ending!!!
5.6.08 06:10


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